By: J from the U.P.

J from the U.P. — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 14:32:27 +0000

I am beyond knowing what to do. I have already missed out on so many opportunities for grace. I have placed my life in God’s hands with prayer, with continued trust in him. Never the less, my new found calm is quickly turning to panic. I remain in the void with the need to come in from the cold but there has been no response about returning to the fold.
If I have “given my word” to curtail my presence for the sake of other’s peace of mind, as I am viewed as a repugnant interloper, how can this be considered as having abandoned God or having lack of courage considering it took immense “patience in suffering ” to do so. I do not know if seeking out my confessor would bring answers.

Comments on: Desiring Holiness

By: J from the U.P.